and one more thing

i forgot! i wrote another song. i should record these down and post them up here. gahl. thats scary. here are the lyrics. yes, another not happy song. SURPRISE!

Without You

you told me my life with you would never end
i believed you, by best friend
now i can see thats where you lied
the moment you left, theres no way i survived

and when you left you stole
all the breathe from me
hold my hand and wait
as i suffecate

now that your gone
my fight is over
so why dont i run from you?
instead i watch myself slowly die

im sitting on a bridge
my feet are hanging down
with you we could win
yet, you push me in

now that your gone
my fight is over
so why dont i run from you?
instead i watch myself slowly die

we walk into my grave, you lay me down
its home
your poison led me here without a remedy
im gone
isnt that what you wanted?
fine, you win
im dead

na na na na na na na na na na na na na

now you will see how much you need me
cause its my breathe that you need to breath

now that im gone
your fight just started
i dont wanna run from you
i wanna watch you slowly die

without me

na na na na na na na na

good luck



yep. another somber one. but they are fun. i am learning a lot. um. i am working on a 4th song and a 5th, but the 5th is a country song. hahaha i like it. more to come!

MW3

ok, so this is mark hamill aka luke skywalker. kinda a big deal. yeahkthanks
my cheeseboys
ohh man. this guy
coolest thing. i took my car in and this was what my miles were exactly. neato.
i dressed him.

kel mitchel (all that, keenan and kel) he yelled jupiter when we took the picture.


hmm where to start. no real news. just a couple of things. que bullets.

• first, i applied for study abroad italy for fall 2012. yaaayyy. some concerns. in order to be accepted i have to take italian 101 before i depart. easy right? i am in college, that class should be offered. false. it is not. thus i would have to find time out of my sched on top of school to do that. its possible but idk if i wanna do it because another thing is the classes i would take would not count towards my major. they would be like empty credits. i dont wanna work for empty credits. i just wanna see europe, not work while i am there. soo i have a lot to think about.
• funny story. one my way to get the mail at work (at a p.o. box) i saw an old man walking down the street playing the violin.....what? like that was casual or something. i rolled down my window to listen for a moment, he was good the few notes i heard. on the way back, i saw a man dressed in a circa 1920s tux with top hat included. he was old and had a large white beard. also, he was smoking a sherlock holmes type of pipe whilst twirling a cane. bamf.
• i made a dress from scratch. it took me a while to finish, but it turned out good. i had not pattern and just sort of made it up. it was stressful and frustrating, but i am glad i did it. i learned a lot. now my next project is to convert old shirts into cardigens. booom. gonna be great.
• best news. i got all the classes i wanted for my next semester at the times i wanted. i had to wake up at 4:55 am to do so, but i was done in 5 mins anyways so it was worth it.
• oh modern warfare 3 came out. delightful. i am getting better. WATCH OUT
  

thats it.

xoxo
Little Inez

zelda's boots.

i got my first pair of boots. now kim how could you have livedin the snow for two years and not have had boots? well. sneakers. imagine these boots in a brown, thats my boot. they are comfy. i have not worn them yet. hopefully i will have the courage someday soon.

sooo i went to the 25th anniversary symphony for the video game zelda. now, many of you, and by many i mean possibly my one follower, and by one follower i mean myself. anywho. this concert was fantastic. i have never witnessed a symphony before. this was great. i was not familiar with all of the songs because i have not played all the games, i know zelda fans you, you can punch me. this concert DID make me want to play the games though! man, google zelda music and it will pump. you. up. i went with brandon, of course. it was my brithday present to him. not to toot my own horn, but it was quite possibly the best bday present ever. points for creativity. also, basically, i am the best gift giver. really. challenge me.

xoxo

GG

I feel like i am on the titanic.

lets recap this past weekend. wooohooo. soo bullets!

• Friday. i had to finish an essay for an online class. i also got to babysit my nephews. heres the sitch, yeah i am kim possible. so besides working next to a pot shop, i also work near my dentist, the complex over. it is also where my sister steph goes to the dentist. she had a cavity... and by cavity she had more than one. basicall, one appointment wasnt enough for fix them all. anyway, i got off work the time her appointment started, she has two handsome young boys. we switch cars, she meets me at my house and picks up her boys. well that was at 2 o'clock in the afternoon. i took the boys on some errends, bank, store with no shoes, dinner, which consisted of me leaving them in the car, sprinting in, ordering, sprinting back to the car, waiting, sprinting to pick the order up, then sprinting back to the car. but, i digress. steph was trying to find a babysitter for the night time so she could go out with husband and friends. she was calling everyone right in front of me. i knew she did not want to ask me because i always sit for them. i do not mind. so finally, after allher resources exhausted, i offered my services. it was great. the boys didnt want to go to bed so i just put them in my mom and dads bed and snuggled with them. one on each side and we watched my shows. i say my shows because we were not watching yo gabba gabba crap. they watched greys anatomy. i though that would put them to sleep, instead, they kept asking questions about the show. like where are they? whats wrong? it was cute. i sat there snuggled by two of my favorite men and teared up. i knew that one day they would be my age and not remember snuggling with me in their grandma and grandpas bed, but i would. i took a breath and promised to remember that moment.


• so saturday night i went to fright fest with some friends. i was a little sad because the group i would have gone with are all gone. no gone like dead, but we are all in different places in our lives now. its werid. i wont ever get those years back. they are just memories. but i digress again. so six flags. sooooo crowded. but delightful. so i wanted to go on roaring rapids at like 10 at night. i love those rides. none else really wanted to go. so i jsut said, ok. i am going. if anyone else wants to go, come one. i got three followers. WELL good thing i did. so brandon was one of my followers. we were scared we were gonna get wrecked with water. there are three major points at which to get wet. the first two looked like brandon and i were gonna get the wave, but then miraculously, was pivoted at the precise moment and were saved. it was fun to watch the other people get demolished with the tsunami of a wave. we laughed. but then it was our turn. worth it.


• so after we returned to the bottom of th ride and awaited being pulled up, the ride broke. we could not be pulled up. well we waited for like 3 mins then they broke out the lifevests. yep. sitting on the ride, they made us put on life vests. i felt like it was the titanic. we hit a glacier, no worry, but put on a lifevest just in case. haha. they were actually for stepping on the platform. that half a foot hovering above the half foot drop in the water was pretty precarious. nevertheless, my followers and i made it. i wish i could have kept the life vest.


• the great thing. every ridee was 2 hours atleast of a wait. that just sucks. so because the ride broke on us, we got a front of the line pass to any ride. man, the group i was with should be soooo glad i love water rides. i was kind enough to the people who didnt follow me and allowed them to come on the ride with me. point of the story, follow me, i am a kind leader.


• fright fest. soo there are a lot of haunted houses around the park. i love HH's. they are a delight. again, noone really wanted to go so i said ok, i just want to go to this one and i will be good. 4 ppl said we will just wait in the car. so my two followers came with me and BOY did we have a grand time. waiting in line for the haunted house is soo great. they have scareers that go around dressed as zombies, grim reapers, just scary people and their purpose is to just scare anyone. this one lady scarer chased people. haha. so good. then this guy walked pass me and my followers. thinking nothing of it, we let our gaurds down. then the scarer swiftly turned around and scared one of my peeps. i thought he was gonna scream he got so scared.


• in the house of horrors. tangent, horrors is the hardest word to say. anyway, there was this one room that was all black with green neon splattered everywhere. to my left i saw a bench that was oddly shaped. i though the room was cool. then the oddly shaped bench was actually three people! they popped out at me so fast. i screamed. love that. the next room was like a bridge sort of thing. then out of no where they had a guy on a bungee that jump out from the wall next to us. hahah i screamed yet again. then at the very end, and i mean last spot in the wall. this guy was in like a gilly suit. i thought he was the wall. no, real person. love it. love it. i should like to go back now. stat.

I believe that is all my adventures for the weekend.

til the time of next.

kk

p.s. i did wall sits while wating in line at six flags. just letting you know i'm bamf.

Shuckface piece of klunk

this is in honor of the book "the maze runner" not to be mistaken with the kite runner. its a young adult lit book. um and i got my brother reading them. he likes them. but the writer made new words up and him an i love to use them. so some defs. cause i will prob use them.

klunk - poop. as the book says, the sound poop makes when it hits the ground in the pee pot.

shuck - (shuckface) basicaly th f-word.

good that - to agree with someone. (thats my favorite)

slinthead- derogatory, not endearing.

runtcheeks - ^ same.

greenbean - a newcomer

so just a few terms. the thrid and final book comes out today. i am thrilled to a T.

always,

the book worm.

pancakes.

"All country songs are about pancakes" quote from brandon turley.

haha soo i am getting into country music. weird. but i have found i enjoy some songs. it all started with Friends in low places. truly a work of goodness. its a fun song to sing at the top of your lungs. um so i have a coupel fo stories that i must write about. i have been slacking in posts for about a month. so here we go.

• Mom thinks the movie Benjamin Button is called Benjamin Buttons... so is the movie about him and his button company struggling during the great depression?


• at work, i googled how to become a disney princess at the parks....its possible.


• Got a new chiropractor. My mom asked for the name of him, the lady said Dr. Nissum. She goes, oh, ok Dr. Nimnum. I then said, no mom, Nissum. She goes well good, i would not want to go to a Dr named Ninum while she was still on the phone.


• talked to a man on the phone at work. the other day. we were trying tp resolve an issue. he sounded like the guy on seinfeld who is Elaine boyfriend for a very long time. he has such a distinct voice. he used the words perplexed, confused, baffled, intriged, mind-blown. sadly the phone call only lastd 20 mins. hahah. but its cool he called back another day and used all the same words. i used conundrum so i felt we could be in the same playing field. i love him. he is prob sooooo suave.


• went to a dodger game with my cousin AMY yes, in all caps. a guy/girl/photographer asked to take our picture. we politely declined. i then, in a hushed voice, yelled "i hate memories".


• My brother brandon did a road bike race at mount whitney. talled mountain in america? so he raced with a team, it was like a relay, form the bottom of death valley, the lowest point in america, to the top of whitney. i drove the car that followed them as they rode. it was fun. two events occured. 1. the night before we stayed in a SHADY hotel. it was dorm room style. we had two small beds and a sink. he bathroom was down the hall. it was very old. i mentioned to brandon while climbing the blue stairs and staring at the peeling walls that this is the type of place that people get murdered. luckily, we were spared from an edward scissorhands type of killer i imagined in my head. number 2 was really a number 1. yep. there was a period of time where i was the only on in the car. all the other riders, there were 4 total, were all together for an 18 mile stretch. well since i was so concerend about the riders, i realized i had to pee. i was in the middle of the dessert. so. i sat on my dads automatic step thinging, the step that comes out when you open the door, and i peed. in pitch black. in the middle of the desert. it was peaceful, weird, awkward. also, it wasnt likea 10 sec pee. straight up 1 min. at least. i probably impressed some desert creatures.


• lastly, i had the house to myself all last weekend. so nice. i literally walked around in my undeies. felt soo good.

well thats about it. i would like to say that i feel great about myself. i struggled a lot this past month, but sunday i turned over a new leaf. i can say i am happy right now. i feel great. i feel strong. i am strong. hopefully i can make this last a long time!

love always,

kimMUAH (clever, thank you very much)

p.s. i am obsesssed with pinterest. if you havent found out about that yet, go discover yourself.

so i am an adult?

well, i have made an adult decision and it sucked. so yesterday i was invited to spend the day at the lake with some good friends. sounds good right? a nice monday on a lake doing various wonderful activites. but, alas, i have work every day from 9-2. so i could call in "sick" and go to the lake or i could go to work. after tormenting hours, i decided it would be best to go to work. i went back and forth many times, but in the end logic ruled me out. a day of fun? or a job til the end of the year? since its only my second week, i need to be making a good impression.

speaking of good impressions, i went and played poker last night with friends. i told everyone i was not very good at the begining. i asked what hands beat what and such. i made a horrible bet ont he first round. then BAM i attacked. i didnt win the night, but i was def a competitor. i got 4th out of 6th. i lasted about 3/4 the time we were playing. i surprised some people. i love poker. its so much fun. i dont gamble, but its just a fun game to play. a bit of an addrenaline rush if you will. you have pocket 2's, not the best but you need to see the flop so you call the raised bet, then the flop happens, nothing that helps you, but you can back down, you raise the bet yourself, show everyone you are confident, then the 4th card. another 2! with confidence you put forth a medium to high bet, people are hesitant, but agree. then the river. by this time the cards dont offer much to other players. you do one last medium large bet, bam. everone is still in. your heart beats so fast as the others flip their cards over. you see them and realize you have won. your shaking hands stop. thats what happened to me. phew. i cant wait to play again!

um thats it.

kk