Technology.... What it is all about

The title of the blog is based off of a great skit that Ali g did. The link is provided below. The reason I am writing about technology is because I am on my moms iPad and let me tell you, it is a delight. First off, I never have to spell check. That's cool right? You guys might understand what I am saying. Also, I and typing this like a computers key board.seriously the coolest thing ever. Basically I want and iPad. I won't get one fora while, but Icahn play with them all I want while I am home. Another fun fact. Autocorrect. I have seen many peoples text messages where they spell something wrong and it autocorrects it into something completely inappropriate or random. So pretty sure that has happened here.though, I refuse to read and fix. Obvious.

http://m.youtube.com/index?desktop_uri=%2F&gl=US#/watch?v=eB5VXJXxnNU

a turning point

my post today is a bout a turning point i had yester day. i went for a run. now, i have two routes which choose. one is longer than than the other. basically i run to one point, a stop sign, then i run back toward my house. it is on the run back that i decide if i go big or go home. hahaha lliterally though. as i jogged to my decision, i thought, "Kim, what do you want?" naturally i wanted to be home, showered and eating some sort of delicious treat. but then i pushed that a aside and had a vision of what i want to be. healthy. and with that, skinny. so i quickly re-routed to the long run trail. FANTASTIC. yeah i am not gonna sit here and say i ran the fastest i ever did that trail, im not even gonna say it was easy. it was hard. but nothing easy is worth getting. hence sluts. haha that was rude. but really. When i got home (capatalized this sentence) i did some weights. i felt great. not that i have not had great workout before, i have always pushed myself and motivated myself, but today is the first time i noticed it i guess. all im saying is self motivation is truly the best form of motivation. if you dont want it, its not gonna happen. you are ALWAYS faster than the person sitting on the couch.

so here i am making a declaration, i refuse to go backwards. last year i was at an all time low of my weight and i gained that all back. this year it has not come off as easily. but now i have learned new things. i am excited to go back up to school and work hard at the goals i have set in mind. dont worry my large audience, you will know my goals and see my progression, good or bad.

my biggest frutration is i want to be a certain weight. but i am doing muscle building excersizes to tone and such. well it takes time for muscle to form. thus, i am still the same weight, but i can see a change. thats always nice. just frustrating to see a change in the mirror but not on the scale.

but its all about inches.... all about inches. i just keep telling myself that.

today at kickboxing i heard myself say the same thing. i was tired and i didnt wanna work out, but then again i said, "kim what to want?" immidiately i knew what i did. so i worked for it. i woudl much rather be sore today, than sorry tomorrow.

my advice to people would be push yourself. if today you can only do one push up, thats great! tomorrow do 2. if thats a struggle, do 2 the next day or until you can do 2 really well. then move on to three. just always improve. you cannot stand still in any aspect of your life. you are either moving foreward or backward, there is no middle ground.

so yeah, my name is kim and i am not a size 0. i have a butt. some would say it is likened unto a butt of an black woman. but am i healthy? yes! i work hard to keep myself able to walk up stairs without being winded. i am excited to run around and play with my future kids. i want to be THAT mom. the one who keeps up with her kids and sometimes beats them. and by beat i definatly do not mean physically abuse them, but beat them at activities.

the hardest step is the first one. but i am past that. i am already out the door and plan on staying there.

so, what are you waiting for? catch up with me.